And im losing all this fucking weight in my face!!!! I look fucking disgusting, meanwhile my body continues to get fucking huge

When I was purging today, I was praying that I would die. today, I just felt like running into incoming traffic and on the train, and I was crying so much all day and I was trying to control it but I couldn’t and everyone kept staring at me. Everyone hates me, I just know it. I’m annoying and stupid and I know that people want to slap me

The back of my leg is fucking killing the shit out of me but I can’t tell my mom because I cut myself so hard on this leg

I started crying 6 times today and I hate myself and wish i could’ve choked on my tears

I was probably 3 steps away from killing myself today and I hate myself so fucking much for being a pussy and not going through with it